The deal With my Mom

Oh my gosh, shit! this subject makes me crap! i'm writing in english 'cause i really REALLY need to practice my writing, 'cause since i went out of high school, i haven't practiced at all. Well, the thing is that 5 days ago, I woke up in a really cool saturday morning, and she told me that she needed to talk with me. Since that moment I knew What she wanted to talk about. A year ago, she had found some kind of stupid paper that my high school's best friend and I had written about some guy who I was inloved with, and she kenw everything about me being gay, I told her I was confused, and that everything was a confusion and that I didn't feel being attracted to guys at all.

She got convinced about that 'cause she also spoke to my Psicologist, and she has a certain respect for him. Then 6 months later, she asked me again if I was gay, and I told her that no, that I had everything clear, and I was straight, (Obviously I was telling her lies, but just beacouse i knew she doesn't1 acc1ep ga people at all and she thinks Im abnormal and that kind of thinking). 

So, This saturday, she asked me again , and told me to be truly honest with her,  so, I went straight iup to the issue and told her the truth, She got nuts and told me| several horrible t|hings, And since that day she has been in a damn horrible attitude that I actually can't stand out for it. I mean, is there anything more horribel that jnowin your moher doesn't accept who you truly are???? I think Someday she'll understandd, but for the moment I just pay to god everything gets better.